Blessed

Im finally taking the time to get to know my hair and treat myself right. I've never seen my true hair texture because I was too young to remember and even then I was getting it pressed with too hot hot combs and as a result is stretched my hair permanently because of heat damage. but Im doing the natural thing without drying braids and loving my texture who would have thought that I have pencil sized really tight spirals I thought it was all nap nap in there. I learned that I can't fight my natural hair and try to straighten it I gotta keep it all moisturized and let the natural hair do it's own thing underneath my creamy cracked out relaxed hair. I can say for the first time I really love my hair!!! The best part is I know how to keep my hair healthy and neat while working out in the gym so Im more motivated to work out. I have very supportive ppl and some not so much but w.e. I love me Thank Jesus. I think a lot of the stupid stuff I allow myself get into is because I've never really been happy with myself and how i look I remember feeling fat in elementary school I'm not huge by anyone standards but I'm not happy I feel good about myself not much has changed but the process of being in control and just doing something about it makes me feel so inspired to just pour 110% into everything in my life because God will always see it through.